WHAT A WEEKEND. SHOOK HANDS WITH BECKHAM ON FRI, DRANK COCKTAILS WITH RUBY ROSE ON SAT. ALTHOUGH MY MEETING WITH RUBY WAS NOT KNOWN UNTIL THE NEXT DAY WHEN A FRIEND MENTIONED IT.

NOW COMES ANOTHER FUN FILLED WEEK, YEP, WHAT A JOKE. STARTING TO WONDER WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE, WILL IT BE BRIGHT OR DARK? POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE? CRAZY OR JUST COMPLETE SHIT. ONE WOULD SAY THAT YOU CAN'T THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH. I SAY YOU'RE WRONG. SURE, YOU CAN'T CONTROL THE OUTCOME, BUT YOU CAN START TO PLAN THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BECOME AND THE LIFE YOU WILL LIVE. THE PAST TWO DAYS HAVE INCLUDED LATE NIGHTS WITH LATE AFTERNOON RISINGS. I WANT TO BE-RID OF THE DAY AND VENTURE INTO THE NIGHT. ALSO, WHEN WILL I MEET THAT PERSON I CAN LOVE. I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE WORD LOVE, AND I MOST DEFINITELY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW ONE CAN FIND AND CAPTURE IT.

12:41 AYE EM. THE END OF THE WEEK IS NEAR. AND THANK FUCK. SCUZE THE FRENCH. SO SOMETIMES YOUR PLANS DON'T ALWAYS WORK OUT, BUT THAT'S OKAY, MAKE SOME NEW ONES. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TAUGHT TO ACCEPT LIFE AS IT COMES, AND WHAT HAPPENS.. HAPPENS. NO CONTROL. HOWEVER THERE'S POSITIVITY IN EVERYTHING AND THAT'S THE KEY. GOT MY NOZZIN PIERCED, THAT WAS FUN. UNFUN WAS WATCHING TWO FRIENDS PIERCE THEIR NOSES, JUST HOURS LATER, WITH A SAFETY PIN. SUCH AN INFLUENCE. SPENT THIS EVENING WITH THE BABE IN THE ABOVE PIX, EDIBLE RIGHT? ALSO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA SANDERS. MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS EVERY TIME I SEE YOU.

MY NIECE VALENTINA. A VITAL AND FAVOURITE PIECE OF MY LIFE. TODAY I WATCHED HER FOR HOURS, TERRIFIED. NOT OVER HER FILTHY NAPPIES OR THE CONSTANT TUMBLES, BUT HOW QUICKLY SHE'S GROWING UP. A BIG PIECE OF MY HEART.

THE WEEKEND WAS YET AGAIN, ANOTHER MASSIVE BLUR... HENCE THE LITRES OF GREEN TEA I'VE BEEN CONSUMING THESE PAST FEW DAYS. NEXT WEEK IS WHERE EVERYTHING WILL EITHER COME TOGETHER OR FALL APART. START A NEW LIFE OR NEW PLANS?

SPENT THE WEEK ON PHOTOBOOTH MAKING MIDDLE NIPPLES WITH JOSE&CARRIE. WHAT TALENTED MODELS WE ARE. NO JOKE THOUGH. ENJOYED THE FESTIVITIES OF THE RACE THAT STOPS THE NATION, WHERE HAS THE AMELIA GONE? MY OBSESSION WITH HOMMUS HAS GROWN EVEN FURTHER, LIKE THE OBSESSION BETWEEN WINEHOUSE AND COKE. MY BEDROOM FLOOR IS COVERED IN CONDOMS, THANKS FOR YOUR SPONSORSHIP FOUR SEASONS. X