WHAT A WEEKEND. SHOOK HANDS WITH BECKHAM ON FRI, DRANK COCKTAILS WITH RUBY ROSE ON SAT. ALTHOUGH MY MEETING WITH RUBY WAS NOT KNOWN UNTIL THE NEXT DAY WHEN A FRIEND MENTIONED IT.

NOW COMES ANOTHER FUN FILLED WEEK, YEP, WHAT A JOKE. STARTING TO WONDER WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE, WILL IT BE BRIGHT OR DARK? POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE? CRAZY OR JUST COMPLETE SHIT. ONE WOULD SAY THAT YOU CAN'T THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH. I SAY YOU'RE WRONG. SURE, YOU CAN'T CONTROL THE OUTCOME, BUT YOU CAN START TO PLAN THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BECOME AND THE LIFE YOU WILL LIVE. THE PAST TWO DAYS HAVE INCLUDED LATE NIGHTS WITH LATE AFTERNOON RISINGS. I WANT TO BE-RID OF THE DAY AND VENTURE INTO THE NIGHT. ALSO, WHEN WILL I MEET THAT PERSON I CAN LOVE. I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE WORD LOVE, AND I MOST DEFINITELY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW ONE CAN FIND AND CAPTURE IT.