THE LAST BLOG OF THE YEAR, NOT THAT I CAN SAY IT'S BEEN A PROJECT THAT HAS RUN THROUGHOUT. 2010 WAS BY FAR THE MOST BIZARRE YEAR OF EM ALL, I DID AND ACHIEVED A FEW THINGS THAT I REALLY COULDN'T SEE MYSELF DOING. I'VE LEARNT A RIDICULOUS AMOUNT, LOVED A RIDICULOUS AMOUNT AND DRANK A RIDICULOUS AMOUNT. I DON'T REGRET A SINGLE THING OVER THE YEAR.. MINUS THE NIGHT I WENT TO BED WITH A STOMACH FULL OF DELICIOUS PUNCH ONLY TO WAKE UP THE FOLLOWING MORNING IN MY FRIENDS PARENTS BED. DON'T ASK. THE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE TRULY BROUGHT TOGETHER MY TRUE APPRECIATION TO FRIENDSHIP. I'M SUCH A LUCKY KID TO HAVE SO MANY BEAUTIFUL HUMAN SOULS IN MY LIFE. ONE CAN ONLY ASK THAT THE COMING YEAR BRINGS ANSWERS, SUCCESS, LOVE AND PEACE. CATCH YO ASS IN TWENTYELEVEN! x

THURSDAY, DECEMBER 23RD 2010 - STAR READING - 'TODAYS MOON/JUPITER/URANUS ASPECTS PROMISE EMOTIONAL UPSETS AND SURPRISING DECLARATIONS - WHICH WILL CLEAR THE AIR AND GET RELATIONSHIPS MOVING INTO EXCITING NEW TERRITORY.'

PANDA! I DO ENJOY THE FUR ON THE HAT I'M WEARING. FAUX OF COURSE. MOTHER MCINTOSH DEVELOPED ALL THE PHOTOS FROM THE SMIRNOFF EVENT I ATTENDED LAST WEEKEND AND SUGGESTED I DO NOT SHOW THEM TO FATHER MCINTOSH. I AGREE. IT WOULD ALSO SAVE A LOT OF TIME, OF EXPLANATION. HEADED TO THE NEW SUSHI TRAIN ON TUESDAY WITH A BUNCH OF BABES. I HAVEN'T LAUGHED SO HARD IN SUCH A LONG TIME. WATCHING THE SHOCKING EXPRESSIONS OF A HUMAN WATCH PIECES OF UNCOOKED MEAT WADDLE PAST ON A CONVEYOR BELT IS BEYOND FUNNY. HEADING TO SYDNEY AGAIN ON SATURDAY NIGHT TO VENTURE TO THE UNDERGROUND SPIRITS OF SEVENTYSEVEN WITH SOME PALS I HAVEN'T SEEN IN WHAT SEEMS FOREVER. ALSO - MARINA&THEDIAMONDS.. TWENTYFOUR DAYS! YES YES YES YES YES. WILL BE DRINKING PLENTY OF SHAMPAIN THAT DAY.

WHAT A WEEKEND. SHOOK HANDS WITH BECKHAM ON FRI, DRANK COCKTAILS WITH RUBY ROSE ON SAT. ALTHOUGH MY MEETING WITH RUBY WAS NOT KNOWN UNTIL THE NEXT DAY WHEN A FRIEND MENTIONED IT.

NOW COMES ANOTHER FUN FILLED WEEK, YEP, WHAT A JOKE. STARTING TO WONDER WHAT THE FUTURE LOOKS LIKE, WILL IT BE BRIGHT OR DARK? POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE? CRAZY OR JUST COMPLETE SHIT. ONE WOULD SAY THAT YOU CAN'T THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH. I SAY YOU'RE WRONG. SURE, YOU CAN'T CONTROL THE OUTCOME, BUT YOU CAN START TO PLAN THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BECOME AND THE LIFE YOU WILL LIVE. THE PAST TWO DAYS HAVE INCLUDED LATE NIGHTS WITH LATE AFTERNOON RISINGS. I WANT TO BE-RID OF THE DAY AND VENTURE INTO THE NIGHT. ALSO, WHEN WILL I MEET THAT PERSON I CAN LOVE. I DON'T UNDERSTAND THE WORD LOVE, AND I MOST DEFINITELY DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW ONE CAN FIND AND CAPTURE IT.

12:41 AYE EM. THE END OF THE WEEK IS NEAR. AND THANK FUCK. SCUZE THE FRENCH. SO SOMETIMES YOUR PLANS DON'T ALWAYS WORK OUT, BUT THAT'S OKAY, MAKE SOME NEW ONES. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TAUGHT TO ACCEPT LIFE AS IT COMES, AND WHAT HAPPENS.. HAPPENS. NO CONTROL. HOWEVER THERE'S POSITIVITY IN EVERYTHING AND THAT'S THE KEY. GOT MY NOZZIN PIERCED, THAT WAS FUN. UNFUN WAS WATCHING TWO FRIENDS PIERCE THEIR NOSES, JUST HOURS LATER, WITH A SAFETY PIN. SUCH AN INFLUENCE. SPENT THIS EVENING WITH THE BABE IN THE ABOVE PIX, EDIBLE RIGHT? ALSO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMMA SANDERS. MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS EVERY TIME I SEE YOU.

MY NIECE VALENTINA. A VITAL AND FAVOURITE PIECE OF MY LIFE. TODAY I WATCHED HER FOR HOURS, TERRIFIED. NOT OVER HER FILTHY NAPPIES OR THE CONSTANT TUMBLES, BUT HOW QUICKLY SHE'S GROWING UP. A BIG PIECE OF MY HEART.

THE WEEKEND WAS YET AGAIN, ANOTHER MASSIVE BLUR... HENCE THE LITRES OF GREEN TEA I'VE BEEN CONSUMING THESE PAST FEW DAYS. NEXT WEEK IS WHERE EVERYTHING WILL EITHER COME TOGETHER OR FALL APART. START A NEW LIFE OR NEW PLANS?

SPENT THE WEEK ON PHOTOBOOTH MAKING MIDDLE NIPPLES WITH JOSE&CARRIE. WHAT TALENTED MODELS WE ARE. NO JOKE THOUGH. ENJOYED THE FESTIVITIES OF THE RACE THAT STOPS THE NATION, WHERE HAS THE AMELIA GONE? MY OBSESSION WITH HOMMUS HAS GROWN EVEN FURTHER, LIKE THE OBSESSION BETWEEN WINEHOUSE AND COKE. MY BEDROOM FLOOR IS COVERED IN CONDOMS, THANKS FOR YOUR SPONSORSHIP FOUR SEASONS. X

WAKE UP AND TAKE ME SOME FOTOS. NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS ROUTINE OF STAYING UP TILL 3AM WATCHING GORY HORROR FLICKS AND GETTING UP AT 12 THE NEXT DAY DRINKING CUPS OF DELISH COFFEE. LISTENING TO THE SOUNDS OF THE XX, WITH THANKS TO THE BEST FRIEND AND HER GOOD ITUNES PLAYLISTS. MY PASSION HAS JUST BEEN SENT AWAY. LET'S JUST WAIT AND SEE. OH OH! I ALSO WISH I COULD SEE THE WORLD IN THE ABOVE FORMAT!

OH EM GEE. THE FIRST EVER POST ON BLOG SPOT, HOW PERSONAL AND STALKERISH. JUST PLAYING IT COOL THIS WEEK, NOTHING TOO ADVENTUROUS GOING ON, MINUS MY BROS BIG 30TH AND HALLOWEEN BASHES IN SYDNEY THE NIGHT AFTER. I SOMETIMES WONDER WHAT MY BODY WOULD SAY TO ME IF IT COULD SPEAK. JUST SENT AWAY AN EMAIL THAT COULD POSSIBLY CHANGE MY LIFE. SO THRILLED AND NERVOUS, BUT I CAN ONLY KEEP MY HEAD UP HIGH AND STAY POSITIVE, AND EXPECT NOTHING OR ANYTHING. WEEKEND WAS DECENT, PLAYED WITH A BUNCH OF MAA BOYS AND GALS AT A 21ST. FUN TIMES, 2 DOLLAR WINES, NO NO. IT'S ALL A BLUR, BUT THAT PROVES THAT IT WAS ALL A SUCCESS. PEE ESS, WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT LACE WOULD BE SO COMFORTABLE?